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Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Why Doesn’t God Use Me?


In a world where so much need exists, what are you doing about it?  We are often overwhelmed by all the pain, unkindness, and need that exists around us.  I suppose we collectively think, “One person can’t really make much difference anyway.”  Then we go on about our business, living as we wish, generally seeking our own good in a world that would benefit from our sacrifice, not our self-satisfaction.

I just returned from the Dominican Republic and had the opportunity to visit ministries that work with children there.  It’s appropriate that I mention South Texas Children’s Home (STCH) International – an organization committed to seeing God work in the lives of children in that country, as well as in the US, Peru, and Costa Rica.  (https://www.facebook.com/stchm.international/).  Their efforts are making a difference for Christ, but I want to focus on two Dominicans with whom STCH has partnered that are individually making a difference. 

Raquel is a lovely woman who has a heart for the poor and those who need to know Christ who began tutoring children on the street.  Her ministry expanded to the chicken coop on her father’s property and continued to grow.  Now she leads a beautiful two-story school that educates 178 children, helping them know the love of Christ and expanding their learning opportunities.

Cesar used to be a taxi driver, but when delivering his clients to their restaurant destinations, noticed orphaned boys waiting to search through the trash for their next meal.  God impressed on Cesar that the boys needed more than physical food – they needed to be loved and cared for in the name of Jesus.  He enlisted other faithful followers of Christ to help and began an orphanage for boys, now caring for twenty, ranging in age from 3-18. 

As I write their brief stories, I have to wonder why God hasn’t done something amazing through MY life?  It’s at this point that we all start to make excuses or point out the small things that may have been accomplished by those of us who are mildly committed to making a difference for Christ.  But why not more?  What is different about Raquel and Cesar?  They are poorer, less-educated, and haven’t left the area where they were born.  Yet they have seen God work through them and around them in ways most of us can’t imagine.

This passage in James 5 always has baffled me:

17 Elijah was as human as we are, and yet when he prayed earnestly that no rain would fall, none fell for three and a half years! 18 Then, when he prayed again, the sky sent down rain and the earth began to yield its crops.

Elijah was human, just like me.  Just like Raquel and Cesar.  Yet God accomplished big things through their their lives.  Certainly, prayer was a huge part of the process for each of them, so I can be convicted about that!  But the biggest difference between them and me (and perhaps you) is that they DID SOMETHING in response to God’s revelation of need.  When God shows me a need, I usually expect someone ELSE to do something about it.  Or I just change the channel.  Maybe it’s time to get up and do something – anything – that will point people to Jesus.  Then when I ask myself, “Why doesn’t God use me?”  The answer will be, “He is.”

Jacob